Wehehe ^_^ No work today in Cebu City. Yey.

I didn’t even know until I woke up. Off to the mall. See you there!

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St Vincent Millay”

I hope you get to read this Chi, but if not I’m sure you know. He’s not (yet) in Norway, but somewhere far. He’s in Siquijor doing some errands and getting some of his stuff. Right now, I know he’s in the beach Scuba Diving perhaps? Do be careful sweetie, Ozzy & I miss you like hell and its only been 2 days?! Haha.

But, I did not cry. I just miss him. I know I’ll be seeing him tomorrow evening. It’s just weird because I was so used to him being around the house all day all the time. Oh well, practice na for the real thing. This time next week, I’ll be crying my eyes out in the airport, or not? Hahahaha ^_^

Which reminds me, I need to inquire about some promotional products for our company give-away’s! Dad has been asking me to canvass some cool new stuff that’s affordable. We’ve been giving away calendars and planners for the past years and its dull. I was thinking more on the line of new USB’s or MP3 players maybe?

Any suggestions?

It never fails. Everytime there’s a Pacquiao fight..we fight. Whatever. Go to that stupid LIVE whatever.

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Sorry no new updates worth reading. I feel - crap. Don’t really know why. Maybe because there’s drought in ‘tasks’ here in my blog? hehe.

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Or maybe because I was not able to shop shop shop this weekend? So many SALE signs everywhere but I was not in the mood. Me? …. Still looking for a nice sturdy study table & chair for Ozzy, any suggestion ladies?

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Pissed off with a friend - seriously - There’s just so much we can take. Stop treating us like were nobody’s.

Being a mom is not almost always fun. I have mentioned in my blogs numerous times reasons why I love being a mom; but honestly to be blunt about it there are some things I really dislike (hate is such a strong word) about it.

I don’t like…..

1. ……….the fact that I don’t get to sleep for 8 hours straight.
2. ……….feeling guilty every time I am away. ME-time sometimes isn’t fun when you’re mind is not there.
3. ……….having to clean poop.
4. ……….how Ozzy decides to poop seconds after I changed him into a clean nappy.
5. ……….HAVING stretch marks. Goodbye stretch-mark free tummy…for this reason alone; I ask God why MEN are not the once experiencing child birth?! teehee
6. ……….that whenever we are in a restaurant I cannot eat properly. (I almost always never bring yaya around; I want to be hands on as much as possible)
7. ……….being bitten & sometimes hit. (uh-huh he hits now..tsktsk, kainis!)
8. ……….when people assume I know everything just because I am a mom; I am human I make mistakes too. Spare me the, “Dapat alam mo na yon” speech. I am a first-timer, give me a break.
9. ……….scolding my 2 year old boy every time he picks up something on the floor & puts it in his mouth.
10. ……….Or scolding in general. Or loosing my patience. Or having to glare at the boy for being noisy in church. Or when he bites his nails. It’s not that I ‘hate‘ it but I just don’t enjoy being a disciplinarian. I want to be the spoiler. But I know that would not be a good thing in the long run.

Now you may think I am bad or what it doesn’t matter; this post doesn’t mean I love my son less or I am a terrible mother (although at times I feel I am inadequate), I am merely pointing out things that make parenting hard. It’s a tough job but someone has to do it right?

I have a friend who keeps asking me why I am still ‘not very fat’ even after giving birth. She, on the other hand gained so much weight after her breakup with her boyfriend. I really don’t know what to tell her except that it’s not easy being a working mom. It’s pretty tiring, draining, you lose sleep especially if your child is sick. Plus, being skinny is not always a good thing when you are covered in stretch marks.

I wanted to tell her why don’t you have a baby & breastfeed him day & night and sleep 3 hours per night? Maybe you’ll lose the weight? But of course I did not say that, instead I said, why don’t you give Phentermine without prescription a try?

In case you didn’t know it’s a diet pill ranked 35 out the 200 diet pills reviewed.

It is exactly 12:12 AM in my watch and I can’t sleep. I should not have had those 2 cups of coffee earlier. I finished watching all the good shows on TV. I even watched WOW Maling-Mali. It was hilarious. I was engrossed with watching The Practice as well. And my newest fave show is Parco PI.

The little boy is sleeping soundly beside me & I carefully type this entry because the tapping might wake him up. I’ve finally finished reading Sophie Kinsella’s, Can You Keep A Secret. It was a funny book like all the other books by Kinsella. I have yet to get hold of a copy of the Undomestic Goddess. I hear it’s nice too. We’ll see.

Super excited for Sunday, will watch SATC Movie with my good friends…!

What else…oohh yah, I’m thinking of having my hair colored tomorrow; I dunno lighter hair might make me look fat. Our cook said I looked pregnant and that my tummy was getting big; which irked me really because this cook is super tactless, I just had a big dinner, of course my tummy would be huge. DUH. And no, I am not pregnant ~ yet. Besides if I am I will not hide it!

Inspired by the book, I’d spill my little secrets here too like….

+ A friend gave me a whole cake for my birthday last Monday & I finished it all, on my own. I did not share.

+ My son is afraid of shampoo suds..but I scare him anyway because it’s fun.

+ I prefer Jennifer Aniston over Angelina Jolie.

+ I DON’T get people who wear baggy clothes (but it doesn’t mean I don’t like ‘em OK)

There! I feel so much better. I guess I will sleep already..its getting late. Enjoy your weekend guys!