I miss hubby so much it hurts. I was watching a romantic flick with friends earlier and I must say, I miss the sweet subtle moments of being in love and in a relationship. I miss waking up beside him and immediately greeted with a warm smile. I miss having someone to joke around with and share secrets with. I miss his little dance and funny moves. I miss his smell, his touch and I even miss our little arguments that’s settled with uhmmm secret. Anyway, I just miss him and I hope he gets to read this. So that he’ll know that I always think of him - and that Ozzy and I are fine and holding on because in the end this is all for us - our family - and you constantly make me feel so proud.

I love you Chi.

Van