I just wanna cry.

I had a completely different post earlier and as I was about to save & publish it, I don’t know what exactly happened, it was gone! Nothing. All 192 words..I can’t believe it.

The Gods must be telling me something because while writing this particular entry I have experienced power failure and a lot of distractions. I have decided that in all the bad-luck surrounding me today, i.e. files not saved, no electricity, low water supply, entry loss, intermittent Internet connection , having power shortage is worse!I cannot imagine life without electricity. I can’t even imagine life without Internet how much more, electricity? That is definitley worse.

Please Lord, Let there be light (and water and Internet access).

…Or so the saying goes.

Before I fell asleep last night my last thoughts was not about my baby, it was not about my hubby it was about clothes and that do I think I have enough. This got me thinking, Am I vain?

Thus as I make my very first blog entry I settled into the name vanniedosa, a play between my real name and vanity. I am not particularly vain nor am I defending myself. I just feel there is a little vanity in all of us. Also, I think there’s a nice ring to the name. Therefore, I chose it. Don’t judge me.